yawn~

i was at my bed since 10 pm, but till now i still cant sleep.
but nevermind la, tomorrow my class starts at 1.30 pm. :D

well, i never thought that i will be that close with my college friends in one month time.
we yum cha for few hours just to chatting.
even by standing at outside the class, we still can chat for almost half an hour.
we went to sing k, and late to class together.
kah yung help me promote about my house at kampar. =.=
now dai kar jie winnie, khang jing, hui ling, kah yung and maybe chin hau, plan to stay at my house for 3 years.
they were discussing what to do in my house, and ask me got what furniture in my house, tv, air cond, sofa, rice cooker, ASTRO. wtf. =.=
and i never say yes for them to stay with me. XD
no la, if they really going to stay in my house, its okay for me.

going to bed again.
nights.

first day of July!

first day of july!
this week very busy.
drama, and a lot of assignments.
after class ends, went to jusco with kah yung and hui ling.
hui ling wants to meet her friend, er, i don't know what's her name.
but she looks quite cute. XD
went to MCD aka "mak dong dong" to take our lunch. :D
hui ling, chill okay?
everything will be alright.

back to monday.
29/6/2009
wake up at 6.20 am.
morning call kah yung and hui ling.
and then meet hui ling at ampang lrt station.
we went to maluri lrt station, kah yung fetch khang jing, "dai kar jie" winnie, hui ling and me to PJ campus Utar.
i told kah yung no need so early go.
he says scare traffic jam.
the photo session starts at 9.30 am, we reach there at 8 am. =.="
went to old town for our breakfast.
we were gossiping at there till 9.30 am. lol.
and "fei cai" chin hau joined us.
kah yung says, he is the combination of phun and kah hoe, brainless + act good boy.
chin hau says he sell porn dvd during weekend and he is a good boy.

10.00 am, done taking our photos already.
i suggest to go for a movie or sing k.
and we went to sing k! HAHA!
we went to red box at lowyat plaza.
having a lot of fun there.
our computer studies class starts at 1.30 pm, and we reach there at around 2pm.
weee...

tuesday!
30/6/2009
today is my english and public speaking class.
nothing special happen during english class.
went to pizza hut for lunch.
i order a tuna fish pizza.
when leng lui khang jing's spaghetti comes, it is with beef.
ends up i eat that plate of spaghetti and she eat my pizza. =.="
after break, is public speaking class.
OH YA! forget to introduce my handsome english and public speaking teacher, his name is sky.
kah yung cut his hair last week.
when he saw it, he went beside kah yung.

"hmm, nice hair huh? look nicer than before this." touching kah yung's hair.
"ya." kah yung nod his head.
"yer, behind there not nice, who cut your hair huh? sue him." touching kah yung's hair again.

looks so gay. =.="
he was sitting beside me on the table all the time, i damn stress. lol.
when public speaking class, he asks me to show me the mind map i did for my 5 minutes speech.
my title is drugs, i did it last night, simply do one.
he asks me, "what's your purpose of talking about this title?"
i answer him without thinking, "easy."
he use his middle finger to puke my arm, "you know what is this?" =.="

and then, kah yung's turn.
his title is about dye hair, is a keep in view title.
he asks kah yung to see him.
he reads kah yung's mind map, "advantage of dye hair, looks smarter. eh, seriously NAH!" he shows kah yung his middle finger.

lol...
actually he was kidding with us only.
he is a fun and good teacher. :D
we love sky! xD

random

DAMN!
later six have to wake up.
i still can't sleep.
later is photo session!
have to meet kah yung at maluri lrt station at 7.15am.
and, i haven't get a title for my public speaking.
have to do a mind map for it. =.="

i miss you.
and i think i like you. :D
if i say i like you, will you believe me?

*sigh*

micheal jackson is dead.
i quite love his songs.
i love his "you are not alone".
may he rest in peace.

You are not alone

Another day has gone
I'm still all alone
How could this be
You're not here with me
You never said goodbye
Someone tell me why
Did you have to go
And leave my world so cold
Everyday i sit and ask myself
How did love slip away
Something whispers in my ears and says
That you are not alone
For I am here with you
Though you're far away
I am here to stay
But you are not alone
For I am here with you
Though we're far apart
You're always in my heart
But you are not alone
'Lone, 'lone
Why, 'lone

Just the other night
I thought i heard you cry
Asking me to come
And hold you in my arms
I can hear your prayers
Your burdens I will bear
But first I need your hand
Then forever can begin
Everyday I sit and ask myself
How did love slip away
Something whispers in my ears and says
That you are not alone
For I am here with you
Though you're far away
I am here to stay
But you are not alone
For I am here with you
Though we're far apart
You're always in my heart
But you are not alone

Whisper three words and I'll come runnin'
And girl you know that I'll be there
I'll be there
You are not alone
For I am here with you
Though we're far away
I am here to stay
For you are not alone
For I am here with you
Though we're far apart
You're always in my heart
For you are not alone
For I am here with you
Though we're far apart
You're always in my heart

For you are not alone...
For you are not alone...
For you are not alone...
For you are not alone...
For you are not alone...
For you are not alone...

4th week

this week, will be the forth week i in KI.
have to plan a drama for General Mass Communication to get 15 marks.
have no idea at all.
accounting, economic, i'm dead in this 2 subjects.
must study hard!
next monday going to PJ campus Utar to take picture.
i'm wondering why so fast take picture.

well, flashback to the first week in KI.
someone use my hand phone camera to take picture.
he says, "wei, lend me your phone for a while."
i pass him my phone, "nah."
then he press press press, and give me back with an evil smile.
"OI! what you did?"
"later you will know."
i check sent message, nothing is sent.
i was thinking what he did to my phone, and the keypad is locked.
then, my screen saver appear.



WTF?
kononnya Jay Chou.


a day an apple keeps doctor away. xD

lol.

today, got english and public speaking class.
english class ends at 12 pm.
there is a girl of my class name michelle, looks quite pretty.
went to lunch with my college friends.
we went to wisma centra to take our lunch.
after order our foods and drinks, don't know since when that in front of michelle appear a can of carlsberg.
me and kah yung very suprise, i think everyone is suprise.
she drink carlsbesg like drink water.
and we heard a girl asks her, "do you smoke?"
"yes of course. why?"
"oh, nothing, ask for fun."
wtf. =.="

oh ya!
forget to mention something, this morning, i take bus to college.
i met hui ling at the bus.
and when class ends, we go home together. :D

love.

love, is so complicated, for me, for now.
i thought i understand the definition of love, but i'm wrong.
love is about two person loving each other and tolerating each other?
someone correct me please?
well, not necessary actually, i'm just curious. haha.
last time, i telling myself that, there's no such thing that no more friend after broke up, but now i found it is kinda ridiculous.
i used to be friend with my ex, but i still put an ends to every friendship with them, i think?
i hurt a lot of people without realizing.
Yee Kee, we were best friend before this, just because of a stupid misunderstand, but yet i can be so fucking stubborn, angry for nothing, not talking to yee kee for a damn long time. She apologize again and again, i never care i never bother. I miss her laughter, i miss her jokes, i miss she saying 'doink'. I'm very very very sorry about that. Please forgive me for that, yee kee.
Yin Ru, i wish to say sorry to you too. i broke up with you unreasonable, giving stupid excuse that we are not suit for each other. But yet, you still contact me always, but everytime, i just reply you coldly, never appreciate to your concern. My mind always tell me that, stay a distance, so that unnecessary misunderstand won't be happening. Is my selfishness leads to what happening now. Now, even i tried to contact her or know a little about her, is like so hard.
words are not to be trust, we are human being, we change always.
she asks that before, 'why can't we be friend after broke up?'
that is something really hard for me to be friend with someone i still love a lot.
i never deny that.
when i talk to her, try to be friend again with her, that means i had put down everything.
but things change from time to time.
honestly, being friend or not, not really important to me anymore.
even she wants to keep a distance with me, i really understand that as i did that before.
be loyal to your another part and hold your promises are necessary, as i always do.
well, is great to see you having a serious and faithful relationship, i'm very sure with that than anyone, because i went through it.
my 'she' could be anyone, i don't want to mention her name, because i don't want produce any misunderstanding. So don't be faceless go admit okay? xD

p/s: i'm not trying to be sacastic. =.="

Don't say i love you because he/she is your boyfriend/girlfriend.
Say i love you because you love him/her.